Thursday, December 31, 2009

2009 in Review

When I reflect on 2009, I think about....


-Not setting a resolution for the year but seeing old goals get met.

-Becoming friends with famous people.

-Seeing friends move away. (this is a sad one)

-Finally feeling grounded in a career.

-Realizing that the more you do in your dream job, the less you get to do what you really love.

-Music has become like a Bible (which is mostly not good).

-I used a restroom at Trinity Church in Boston. Yep.

-I saw 131 bands play live this year.

-I got better at preaching but worse at remembering all my notes when I get on stage.

-I wrote more. Nothing quite worthy of sharing, yet.

-Reading scripture about how God’s redeeming love is weaved in to everything. That’s just totally cool.

-I traveled a TON. Which was so needed and amazing.

-Became a fan of free trade stuff and my heart is opening to figure out ways to help people whether here, or abroad that can be changed by my ‘change.’

-Relationships were strengthened, others seemed to fade, and new ones were made.

-I got a macbook and it’s pink.

-Michael Jackson died. Epic fail.

-I lost a gall bladder and 30 pounds.

-Reading a few key books that I loved and inspired me. (The Voice, A Million Miles in a Thousand Years, Angry Conversations With God).

-My hair was pink, purple, and black this year (with a bit of green-oops).

-I became a concert promotor and music critic.

-I smiled at a hot guy at the gym. (if you know me well, then you know this is a big deal).

-I met Donald Miller and acted like a goober.

-I ‘kinda’ had coffee with Robbie Seay. “if you’re like me you need hope, coffee, and melody.”

-This summer I went to the Atlantic, the Pacific, the ocean, the mountains, the hills, and the flatland. It was spectacular. And God showed up everywhere.

-Near death experience with a cell phone and Denver Airport.

-Realizing that most of my friends are in their 30’s or above. That weirds me out.

-Becoming friends with Vanilla Soy Milk.


Wow, big year.

I can only say that I’m blessed.

Yet, I hope that I was a blessing to others.



When you think about 2009, what stands out?

What blessings do you have?

What kinds of epic fails has God redeemed?


Sunday, December 27, 2009

Fireflies and Songs

I didn't know about this album until two weeks ago. I can say that besides some Christmas music, Sara Groves "Fireflies and Songs" has been playing non stop in my world.
I like to listen to new albums a few times and then go back and really listen to the lyrics. I'm amazed. I'm also bummed that I didn't give it credit on my top albums of 2009. Luckily, it still made the top of the critics choice for Under the Radar. Listen to the latest episode here: radarradio.net.

You can also go to www.relevantmagazine.com/thedrop and listen to the full album.
It's worth your time to take a listen.

Here are the lyrics for "Different Kinds of Happy" from Sara Groves newest release.

go on and ask me anything
what do you need to know
I'm not holding on to anything
I'm not willing to let go of
to be free, to be free

I've got to ask you something
but please don't be afraid
there's a promise here thats heavier
than your answer might weigh
baby it's me, it's me

it's a sweet, sweet thing
standing here with you and nothing to hide
light shining down to our very insides
sharing our secrets, bearing our souls,
helping each other come clean

secrets and cyphers
there's no good way to hide
there's redemption in confession
and freedom in the light
I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid

better than our promises
is the day we got to keep them
I wish those two could see us now
they never would believe how
there are different kinds of happy
different kinds of happy
there are different kinds of happy
different kinds of happy

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

These Hard Times

Today I saw something when I was driving that made me sad.
And then this song came through the speakers.

"These Hard Times" by Needtobreathe

Give me something brighter
Give me something I can see
Give me something vicious
Give me something I can be
Give me all the love and peace
To end these wars
Give me something sacred
Something worth fighting for

It's clear enough to me
The ugliness I see
Is evidence of who I need

Give me an answer
Give me the way out
Give me the faith
To believe in these hard times

Give me motivation
Give me all my heart's desires
Show me something gorgeous
Show me 'til my eyes get tired
Give me all the drums and
Show me how to play them loud
Show me how to move
When I can't feel that you're around

It's clear enough to me
The ugliness I see
Is evidence of who I need

Give me the answer
Give me the way out
Give me the faith
To believe in these hard times

We hide like thieves in shadows
Scared of the sun
'Cause we know the light will find us
Us and all we've done

Give me an answer
Give me a way out
Give me the faith
To believe in these hard times

Give me the faith to believe in these hard times